Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Arrival, I think not.

I have been struggling back and forth lately with change. I LOVE change. Don't get me wrong, but in the chaotic middle of it... I sometimes have difficulty dealing. This is normal. I know this about myself. Adaptation does eventually happen, then my stress level decreases and I come to the same realization that change is oh so good. I was talking to my mom the other day about my struggle. She gives me great advice. One thing she said that really struck me was this: "Kim, you don't ever just arrive at life. You will never ever be at a perfect time." In my mind I have always known this... but this is something that I have frequently fought. All fists and no heart. Having this said to me has really put my life lately into clear perspective. Life is truly about the moments. I have felt this in my heart but ignored it during difficult times in my past. Moments are all that we really have as human beings. Moments of love. Moments of strife. Moments of happiness. Moments of success. Moments of failure. Moments of learning. I will pay attention to this lesson more so now. Thanks momma :)