I smell change (it smells like strawberries)

Change is in the air. I smell it's sweetly seductive scent everywhere I go.... and I am drawn to it. Simply put: my life needs an overhaul in almost every aspect possible. It has needed it for a while, but I was not ready. But I am finally at that point in my life where this overhaul can be carried out; and my determination is the key. My toes are tingling to test the water.... all I have to do is take that first step. But that first step is what troubles me. FEAR. FEAR of something new. FEAR of something unfamiliar. FEAR of stepping out of my comfort zone and into the unknown. FEAR is what has controlled me for the last 23 years. But I have a small chisel of knowledge that I am gathering against the fear every day. Every piece of knowledge replaces a little peice of fear. And everyday I am fighting the battle to be the person I want to be. My life is changing.... for the good.