Tuesday, November 17, 2009

All in all....

All in all, I don't feel very motivated lately. I am in the most amazing school experience possible, learning from some very talented and interesting instructors, doing some very exciting research and outdoor activity... but I feel blah. Maybe it is just the weather? Or maybe not. I am in a slump. I need to climb out. This is not who I am, but I feel stuck. I hate feeling stuck. Being stuck it the bane of my existence. I feel that sometimes I try so hard and don't seem to get very far... so why try. But try I will, because that's the way I always have been. That's the way I always will be. That is what I do in my life, eventually I will get there. Not as quickly as I would like to, but as long as I try I will eventually hit the golden mark. I am resilient. At least I hope I am.

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