Such is life.

I have decided that I need to find out for myself.
I know you have changed. I could feel it when
I saw you last.
Rougher around the edges.... a bit of an asshole.
Why? You used to be such a sweet, respectful,
good person.
What made you so angry and arrogant.
Well, fear is what creates anger and insecurity
is what creates arrogance.
Are you those things?
I have been told that you are.
That you disrespect women. Look down on them.
That you are a sleazy man.
That is so sad.
You used to have the world in your hands.
So sad to lose a good person like you used to be.
We need less people like you are now in this world...
and more people like you were.
Sounds like all this time that I have been soul searching.
All this time that I have been becoming happier and
happier.
All this time that I have realized I love life....
You have maybe realized life is not as simple as you
thought it was.
Are you jaded?
Poor you. Don't be ridiculous.
You can't feel happy and respect yourself in the way that
you are acting.
You must feel empty.
Fill yourself up with party, fill yourself up with women.
It will still feel empty my dear.
Those things are empty.
Hopefully you remember who you are soon.... and work
to live a better life, before it is too late.