Alone

This creative burst of energy I have had lately is because I am without you. I am sorry to say it but it is true. I have allowed my creative juices to flow now that my sorrow in our relationship has ended. I can write again. I can paint again. I am alone again. I am happy to be alone. You are not. On the phone the other day you sounded so lonely and sad. It broke my heart. I do not want you to feel so alone and sad. I wish with everything inside of me that I could fix whatever was broken from the start in our relationship. I can not though. It is an impossible puzzle. We were taught that over and over again. I hope you had an amazing trip to Golden. I hope you had fun and felt your spirit revived and lifted. I hope you met a beautiful mountain town sprite and made love to her. It is what you need to get over me, to take your mind off of your alone-ness. Because I will never be your woman again. I will never feel the need to fill up your alone-ness again. I will always love you though. Always.