Well, things have settled down. As usual. I don't like the roller coaster ride though.
I want to envision myself as a calm, stable, soft person.
Putting that vision to reality is very difficult for someone so dramatic.
Dramatic life equals a stressful life.
I love my life, but I want more serenity. I know I will find it one day soon.
I work towards it everyday. It is the everyday part that is difficult. My will power and self control have never been something that has come easy.
My luck has always come easy though. So have my inspiration, creativity, strength. I need to focus on those things.... they will help me to reach my goal of serenity and peace.
Meditation and yoga are on my mind constantly. But why can I not get myself to wake early to do them? It is difficult changing my entire body's rhythm. Rhythm.
Rhythm is what I need. I need a daily rhythm, starting with meditation, yoga, exercise and then some creativity.
In rhythm will I find peace. This is not a question, but a statement.
Keep going Kim. You will always find what you need. You are blessed. You are lucky. You have many talents to help you along the way and many friends to guide you.