So be it; friend

I looked at you today. I wondered how my life will change in the next 5 months. I looked and you and I thought "I will miss him." I do not regret last night. I do not regret telling you how I feel. I am glad I have told you before I leave. I am glad at the choice you made. The choice not to kiss me. Thank-you for that. Thank-you for being the stronger person... in doing so, allowing me to fully enjoy every minute of my trip. I will see you again my friend in 5 months. Maybe, just maybe... you will have missed me too. When I get back I will be a new person. See you then, until then....... climb like you are climbing big rock. Drink some Big Rock too....mmmmm.... Big Rock.