I miss you... it is simple

I am missing you again. Missing dancing... dancing until our emotions took over and everything we were trying to express in our dance was expressed in our satisfied faces. I feel so happy without you though. I wake up in the morning with energy. I wake up with a smile on my face. I know when I wake up that my day will not be a roller coaster of uncertainty. Uncertainty that you will finally realize that you don't love me anymore.... or maybe that I realize that I don't love you anymore. So why do I keep missing you? I know the answer... it is because it IS you. You are you, how can I compete with that. My heart just cannot compete with that. Every time I see you again my emotions get all mixed up... my head becomes confused. I have to stay away. It is good that I am going away to school.... I will have something else to think about; something else to focus on. Maybe then I will stop missing you? When I come back will you have the same look of love in your eyes when you see me... as you had today? I am afraid that you won't. Even though I know that is what you need.